It was spring in the high country, which is to say it was still mostly winter with its coat unbuttoned. The snow along Main Street had shrunk back into gray ridges at the curbs, and the meltwater ran in the gutters with a sound like a creek that had wandered uphill and lost its way. Elias carried the duffel on his shoulder. It was not heavy. He had learned a long time ago how to fit a life into something you could carry up a street on foot, and he had never once, until that morning, wished it weighed more.
The Inn stood where it had always stood, Mount Royal behind it with the early light just touching its shoulder. Smoke from the chimney. A wreath somebody had forgotten to take down, gone brown at the edges. The porch steps had been shoveled and salted, and he stood at the bottom of them for the length of one breath, then another, and then he went up.
The bell over the door made its clean bright interval. The same interval. Bells do not know anything.
The lobby smelled the way it had smelled in every dream he had declined to remember in the mornings: cedar from the hearth, brown sugar, and under them both, very faint, the ghost of lavender drifting down from the linens upstairs. The fire was already lit. Somebody had been up before him. Somebody had always been up before him, here.
August came out of the office.
He stopped in the doorway, and the two men looked at each other across the lobby for a moment that had the whole letter inside it. Neither of them had rehearsed anything, or both of them had, privately, for months, and none of it was any use now.
“You eat yet?” August said.
“No.”
“Kitchen's a mess. Scones are decent.”
And he turned back toward the office, and that was the ceremony.
Elias stood a moment longer with the duffel on his shoulder. Then he set it down beside the desk, and hung his coat on the third hook by the door, and went into the kitchen, where there was in fact a mess, and found an apron on its nail, and tied it, and started the coffee.
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